I am sorry to hear such a sad incident of urs ..birkhey dai. I think in such a relationship, communication plays an important role. You should not hide anything. Should be open by heart. The moment you got such a wonderful job, you should have told her...coz. true love is seeing ur partner's happiness...and if she would have loved you (which i think don't by reading ur narration), she would have been definately happy for you. But now just think about the brighter aspect of ur life and remember " If you love someone, set him/ her free..if he/she comes back, he/she was yours...or else he/she was never yours". La ta Birkhey dai, cheer up .....and the following Sayari is dedicated to you dai... Logo ne kaanton se zakham khaye hain, Birkhey dai ne kaanton ko galey lagaya hain, Log phoolon pey muskuratey hain, Birkhey dai ne phoolon se zakham khaye hain!