Thanks for sharing. One of the best stories that I have read here in Sajha. I can just imagine what you must have gone through.

A soul touching Story Saajan. The best one i have ever read.so far.

Saajan,

It's really tragic story I have ever read in sajha. You are right! Nobody knows when is the last day of life and the celebration of love should be done every moment you have cherished.

Tissue plzzzzzzzzzzz. My eyes are streaming with floods of tears.

  great one. life is real short and uncertain.this reminds me of my story too but lil different. Love those who love u not those who u love.

justareader, here's tissue. but try not using it .be cool.cause this kind of shit happens in life and this is the way of life.

So sad!

awesome story .......i really like the flow of words...if this is a real story then i wonder how u could tolerate all these ..u r really powerful and if this is not real  then u r really a good writer ......but remember life goes on so move on ..u r jsut a player in this world so be strong and wait and watch.....good time will come soon ...so good luck for that ........god bless u ..

Hey man thanks for sharing your real life story. There are certain things in life that stays with you forever. You cannot forget them even if you want them.

damn!! made me cry..  :(...

Indeed very heart touching story. Your story made me cry like a baby  and i am still crying godd 

reallly a nice story, I am think what if I was in ur place than i would be destroyed. But as u say time is a real healer. it makes us forgot great and great pains, just we have to be strong enough to live with it.

Saajan....i hope this story is not true. Reading your story made my eyes full of tears. I can feel ur pain going through this situation. i feel sorry for you. good to know that time is healing ur wound.

Laure_boi

Thanks everyone, I am getting a lot of counselling and support from you guys which obviously is a great healer...

Angle: I wish it was NOT  real story, I wish it was just an imagination, I wish these kind of tragedy only happens in movies but not in real life. But unfortunately, this kind of tragedy happens for some  people, and unfortunately I was one of those victims.

Gurl Interrupted: I think that line really touched you. That was the moment, I really lost control over my feelings for her, all I wanted to do at that time was to hug her never let her go away.

Saajan, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Thanks for sharing.

As you describe this was your true story...........but i found some faults there........but i do not want to post it here because it makes you frustrated/sad if this was really happen in your life!

Saajan, I am speechless, my tears are rolling. Really God is crule. You bear such a pain, and for you life won't be any more panic. Please keep SAPANA always inside your heart.

It is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all....You are such an inspiration for other youngsters.You did not crumble but picked up the pieces and  carried on the best of your ability.Hats off to you!.Thanks for sharing.

One of the common things all well-hearted ppl do, is blame themselves for whatever bad happens. It was not your fault the whole incident happened, and i know it has already been five years since she passed, but love never dies and neither does the memories. But as you graciously wrote, time is a great healer and it does heal, but the scar remains. God bless the departed soul, she at least got the chance to be loved. And i bet, she lived more life in her short time in earth, with a loving man like you, than most of the ppl will ever get to live in their lifetime.

Dont be hard on yourself, learn to let go.

Death is not the end
Death can never be the end.

Death is the road.
Life is the traveller.
The Soul is the Guide

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Our mind thinks of death.
Our heart thinks of life
Our soul thinks of Immortality.

- By: Sri Chinmoy

Thank you so much for sharing,, Your soul must have cried like 1000 times when you were writing this down. I don't think you should blame yourself for her death because its not something you have a control over. Her memories are engraved in your soul but life goes on. Be happy and i am sure she would want the same for you as well.

very heart touching real story.  thanks for sharing.

very sad and emotive story saajan.

thanx for sharing