I'm a vicious lover. I won't say what I can do. Rather, I cannot let myself die in love- I will keep alive- suck in every breath of love you let out in waste. Things have changed. They were never constant, but for some reason things seem to be moving so fast. I can't catch them anymore. You know how it feels to let things rush on their own, out of your control. I cannot let the Frankensteinian lover in me roam around. You know, when I was a little kid, I never dreamt of fairies. I thought only people with abundance, in everything, had the liberty to do so. Or rather, fairies were too fictitious for me. I dreamt of real people. But I did dream. You were never in my dreams, nevertheless. Somehow I could see myself sitting like a loner on a barren land- that barren land by Thuldai's house that could never grow crops- I used to love it when it rained- it wet the entire land, that pleasing smell of wet land- cold breeze. Thats all I desired as a kid. Can you believe it? I never complained. You're surprised, I know. I complain a lot these days, don't I? A sense of probability has gripped me. Probability. Not certainty. And when that thing called hope seeps in, you become useless. I read Maya Angelou at the age of ten.

Yes, the sun did come out today. Grass is green. You'll be here, in a few days. I won't know what to say. There's nothing to talk, really. You can tell your stories, I will listen. You know I love listening to you. Oh, we went to this Pride and Prejudice movie. Me and a group of my friends who like to cuddle. I don't regret I went. May be I do. A whole lot of three hours almost. It was like living out a fairy tale dream- but I didn't like it at all. I was born without a fairy in me.

Boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed...

Hyaaaaaaaaa

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We had fun...it was great..

huh!!

meera..i think marriage ruins everything..dalli resham lai sodhna parcha- don't know hows she's still happy :) ma ta if i had my way, i wouldnt get married- just be with my b/f and not turn him into henpecked, responsibility-loathed man :)

DC Girl, I guess I am lucky ( thoug I do nto believe in luck) that I am still happy in my marriage.

I have a son ( 2 year old) but I do not expect him to look after me when I am old. Having children just bring joy for the both side of the family and especially for the new parents. I do beleive in having kids ( but no so many of course) after all we have to continue the world with new generation.

Well, good luck to you all !!!!

I can't even tell the difference between weekends and weekdays these days :-(