"Life has never been fair to me" - Nas Note: I have not replied to my "Fallen Angel" yet. I want to take some time to contemplate, reflect and write to her from the core of my heart if I ever felt like writing back to her. As you have all noticed, how broken I am, first knowing "the truth" and then getting the above message from my "Fallen Angel" whom I have loved, admired and worshipped since day one when I saw her soul touching innocence in her eyes in her photo that's in my profile page. All my friends think that I am a "psycho" for admiring her to death and often ridiculed me. Some have commented about her past when she was working back in Nepal on a TV station where my friends were her colleagues. Trust me they were saying some nasty things about her but most likely the truth. But I was always in denial telling them to suck it up. I could not do much to her than to request my brother to remove that thread immediately and completely. If anyone has read my comments in that thread, one would just see how supportive I have been to her through out all these years, how loving and caring I had been to her and how I have treated her like a fragile rose petals all along. She was truly the princess of my heart. I can praise and praise and praise about her beauty, talent and grace till eternity and even that would not suffice to me. That's how much admiration I have for her. I beg of you my fellow Sajhaites, please refrain from taking my "Fallen Angel's" real name while commenting on this thread. I would request you all to call her my "Fallen Angel". Won't you do that for your Nas bro ? I will truly appreciate it. By, the way, I want to take this opportunity to thank my brother who had lent a kind ear to my pleadings. You are my Man and you know who you are ! Lastly, I want to dedicate this video to my "Fallen Angel". My heart is truly truly truly broken. I may be a cold hearted dumbf**k but I have the warmest heart for you, my "Fallen Angel". Priyanka Karki : An Epitome of Beauty, Grace & Intelligence from Nas on Vimeo.
Nas · Sep 6, 2011 10:18 PM · 676 views
Nas dai, I really don want to be in between ur feelings. But just wondering. She is a great girl and we are no one to interfere in her personal life. I appreciate how u love her but she is now a married woman and let her live with respect and love towards her work instead of commenting about her personal life. I know, Nas dai u r a great guy and for sure u deserve a very beautiful, talented, smart girl who will fill ur life with much happiness and love. Trust me there will be a time soon when u will find an amazing girl right there in front of u and much better than ur " Fallen angel." There is a lot more to say .......... Sami
samikshya · Sep 6, 2011 11:55 PM
Knock it off, man.
Footyfan · Sep 7, 2011 12:22 AM
Baby Samikshya, If you had read that post, you would not have found a single word that was "demeaning" and "dishonoring" to my "Fallen Angel". Instead, I was doing all my best to diffuse any kind of rumors against her where at one point I officially declared the whole thing to be just the stupid rumor. I do agree that I tried to dig in the comments by one gurl who first revealed about her private life. Trust me baby gurl, it was the-talk-of-the-town among everyone who knew my "Fallen Angel". It was not a secret at all. Baby Sami, My "Fallen Angel" is no Tom, Dick and Harry. She truly is one of the most sought after celebrity in Nepal. May be she is staying a low-profile in the U.S and we don't get to hear much about her but in Kathmandu, she is huge. She is the first ever Miss Teen Nepal ! Tons of music videos, advertisements and tele-serials, photo shoots, you name it ! She is a house hold name. In that respect, it is only natural that her avid fans will want to know each and every thing about her and when you have a self-proclaimed #1 fan like me, it takes the most extreme form of love and admiration to her who sees her in the light of "Goddess" in all her purity ! My own sister Sangita Karki is her avid fan. She idolizes her. I had promised her that I would get her an autograph from my "Fallen Angel" when I visit Kathmandu the next time but unfortunately my "Fallen Angel" will never ever sign anything for me, I believe. It's so unfortunate. Baby Sami, I have browsed tons of other forums. She has been talked a lot about in those forums too. She is just not your average girl next door. She has a HUGE fan base and there are lots of people talking all sorts of things about her, from her beauty and talent to her personal life. Baby Sami, trust me I have followed her for many years and she takes pride in keeping her life "an open book". That's her own very word. She never once hesitated to show her happy relations with her ex beau. And I really respect her for that boldness and openess. She truly epitomizes the symbol of "bold and the beauty". Sami my sweetie, What hurted me the most is knowing that someone in that relation has his heart torn apart ! Baby gurl, trust me, I know the feelings of getting hurt by the one who you love the most. Baby girl, I really have a huge respect for that "Nepali Nagarik". He is a man of great virtue and honor. It all reflects in his innocent face and it has always been like that for me ! I have so much respect for this "Nepali Nagarik" now. If you did not know who "Nepali Nagarik" is, then you could browse my old posts to get some clue. I have always respected the privacy of "Nepali Nagarik" so much so that I have never ever typed his real name in Sajha ever, while my fellow Sajhaites were taking all kind of shots at the poor guy. Now I really can fathom how much that "Nepali Nagarik" loves my "Fallen Angel". His love surpasses mine. I will be brutually honest. It's a painful acknowledgement but it's the truth, atleast for my perspective. Sami, I would like to let everything out. I want to write so much but I will leave it here for now. "There is a lot more to say...." as you would like to say, my sweet lil cutie pie. With Luv, Your नाज दादा
Nas · Sep 7, 2011 12:53 AM
:) Don't know nas dai. If I start talking then it won't stop here. So peace. Believe me sometimes u need to stop some thing right there and mark with big full stop and start a new beginning. Hope you got it . Luv ya too.
samikshya · Sep 7, 2011 1:17 AM
Baby Sami, I thought I would go to sleep but I just could not sleep so I woke up and am writing again. I just don't get why she is attacking the very person who has admired and loved and respected her all his life. Is that how Nas should be treated, the very diehard fan who have nothing but love for her? What a F***** irony ! Sorry baby girl, bear with me here, please sweetie. My "Fallen Angel" could come here in Sajha and hurt me as much as she pleases. I will bear the pain but how many other forums will she go and scream at people who are telling as it is. For God Sake, I did not reveal anything about her. I would never ever want to hear anything bad about her.God is my witness and I am very true to my heart and soul about the love and admiration to her. But you can never hide the Truth. Truth comes out in one form or the another. My heart tells there is a truth in that guy's message who posted his version of the story in Sajha via his facebook account. You should be screaming at him instead of me my "Angel" ! Why so much rage against me ! Am I guilty of loving you so much ? If I am guilty hang me ! I will happily put a rope on my neck and kill myself, just to put a smile on your face. As I read more and more about her message, I just feel so cold in my spine. I am going "psycho" over this ! I want to ask to my "Fallen Angel" will you go to this forum as well and scream there too. I will give you another thousand and one websites if you have got a time. ********* ******i's Bf pic and Husband Pic !
Nas · Sep 7, 2011 1:38 AM
Here you go again my angel. I would love to go to every F***** forums and tell them it's all lies if I could. But why would you believe me ? My "Fallen Angel"..........do you have a HEART ? Really please answer me.... Do you ? You have not only bled my heart but cut my soul into million pieces. God, why do I deserve this ? What have I done to her except to love and admire her grace ! My friends would call me a "Bitch Ass N**gga" seeing me going "wussy" on her ! God damn it ! http://forum.xnepali.net/index... You have shattered my love, admiration, trust, respect, everything......everything.... This is a F***king cold world.
Nas · Sep 7, 2011 1:52 AM
This is the last time you will ever hear from me. I am done. Never the less, please know that, though my heart is broken, I will always try to fix it for I can never let my love and admiration towards you go in vain. I have told this before and I am telling this again. My love and admiration for you is till eternity, no matter what. Even if I glue back my broken hearts together, my "Fallen Angel", please know that the scar will forever remain. Your Ever Loving #1 Fan for this life, the next life and till infinity. नाज
Nas · Sep 7, 2011 2:07 AM
Sorry No one would be allowed to post in this thread. I will delete all the threads, with all due respect. Let her live her life. Let us never talk about her in here, that's the best we can do here and be an example of a "civilized" sajhaites. I just had to let my feelings out. I hope you all understand me. Please, let it be. Truly yours, गोब्रे नाज ब्रो
Nas · Sep 7, 2011 2:20 AM
Lol Nas bro, You are not only a bi+ch as$ n*gga but now Priyanka knows that u are also a trick a$$ n*gga -> aint got no looks no conversation, pay it like u weigh, drop it like it's hot; and a fake a$$ n*gga-> used to be, wanna be, ain't gonna be....... U hit axe on your own foot...u r screwed brah.......... Take it easy, nothing personal.
furke · Sep 7, 2011 3:01 AM
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