While we were watching the royal wedding and logged on Sajha found that his account was disabled by SAN again so to mine. One was saying , we need to collect some money to help this guy. So we did. And the other guy sitting on the cornor was little sad and one of asked him what's wrong with you, looks like you going to die soon. Yes, that was on my mind and we are not able log on Sajha and we are black list. So what, we change IP address and we use public  places. No, F**k this sajha and the hippocrate poeple, no body needs to worry about me. I decided if I die natural or unnatural. I wanted to be cremated the very next day. And bring the ashes to Charls River. That is all I am thinking about. We all said " Your wish is Granted" . We all agreed to be cremated.