It came as a falls drop by drop quiet initially, with a wave as it bounced I closed my eyes, as I couldn't bear I see it not water, tears,only tears   confined me, nowhere to go pain or sorrow, perplextion was slow what was it? I didn't know with no choice, vibes only, muted word   Guilt! was it? my own show, curtains in my hands, but uncontrolled I messed it..ah! I just let it go Sun rises,  WOW! you saved me again lord!!!