Heavy feelings…Something is in my chest pressing hard, how can emptiness be this heavy? I do not feel bright at all. Yes, there is a strong, dark force trying to keep me guarded by that emptiness. It is so strong that it is keeping my eyes closed, forcing me to glance inside. No, I cannot see anything there, just a feeling of heaviness. No, it is not a depression, but it is not peaceful either. Train of thoughts…..How can a person think so many illogical thoughts? Why a sentence forms in my mind before I speak, forcing me to weigh that sentence before I spit it out? Why mind thinks of all the possible responses to that sentence and force me to repress. How can my mind be so empathetic and view from other’s perspective that there is no room for my own expression? No, this is not an anxiety, but this is not natural, not spontaneous as it happens all the time. P.S. Just an honest expression, nothing intended. Any comments would be appreciated... Last edited: 13-Jun-10 09:52 PM
naani · Jun 13, 2010 8:41 PM · 14,955 views
Loneliness is a state of mind. It depends from one person to the other. Pardon me that I skimmed through what you have wrote but wanted to toss out my two cents. Truly, Incandescent
incandescent · Jun 13, 2010 9:27 PM
well Nanni, at least you are not alone under the realm of loneliness; if you know what I'm talking about.
novaguy83 · Jun 13, 2010 10:37 PM
You need to do exercise i think, keep those good chemicals flowing inside your brain. Then you'll be alright.
Poon-Hill · Jun 13, 2010 11:02 PM
loneliness is misery.
natyavaruval · Jun 14, 2010 12:44 AM
Loneliness can be difficult specially when you've come from Nepal and never had to feel lonely because there were always family and friends around. You come to a foreign land to make something out of your life and sooner or later you have to experience loneliness and learn to accept it and move on.
ne0 · Jun 14, 2010 7:17 AM
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