I have always tried my best not to hurt anyone in my life..but to some extent i don't know how it happened.No clue how i fell in love, no clue what motivated me even though the person i love had no interest on me to approach,no clue why i dint approach anyone who said..don't rush i will be there for you no matter what.I went after whom i adore without thinking, without paying attention for how the person was,without an expect ion of anything in return.However , when i stayed in a relationship i started expecting more than what i thought i would.I knew deep down inside me there was a doubt whether the person i am with cares about me the same way i do.It's official now i was right, the person felt guilty about something that he has done which let him be in this relationship, not because he wanted to be with her,simply out of guiltiness accepts her as his wife.Still he is trying to comfort her not to make her feel bad saying "Listen i dint get you as i pictured you and yes i wouldn't accept you as my wife however i came back because your love was strong to pull me back, but yes i realize now that i am lucky". Funny part about it is he is still lying... lying and lying and lying...hiding back his emotions...his expectations of getting nice,beautiful and a good looking life partner.He still wishes he could travel back in times to re fix the whole idea about love, relationship and marriage. I married him i don't regret.i loved him i don't regret. Regration cha ta sirf ek chez ko i wish i had not messed up his life and simply walk away without making any noise.I dont want to make my life miserable by thinking about this over and over again, so i hide it, laugh about it "Haha Chora You Got Trapped!!! " Can anyone guess what might be his guiltiness for real that he actually came back to me ? Remember he dint come back because he loved me !..stay tunned...lets see .if anyone can answer right ...
Dr Jharpaat · Apr 1, 2009 8:07 AM · 91 views
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