I have been married for over four years with an Amirican citizen.  We had entered the marriage in good faith and we have had personal differences especialy cultural and agressive behaviour. Which resulted me to move towards east coast where I do have a lot of family and friends for about a year. I currently have 2 yrs PR and was thinking about applying for the unristrected PR. I have been really depressed of the mistake I made when I was 20 and I am thinking about devorce but am a little worried if the permanent residency for 10 years will  be affected. I woud not be able to return to Nepal because my parents have never spoken since. This year I filed taxes on my own, married filing seperately. So, I am feeling  a little helpless right now. So,   if anyone has a rational advice, I would really appreciate it. God bless