Hello everyone,
We been dealing with infertility for past 5 years. We had multiple failed IUI, IVF and FET. Doc can't find anything wrong with us. I been to several RE. in different states. I think it's about time for us to move on and come peace with not having our own child. We thought about surrogacy. I have several 5 days blast left. Surrogacy might be option for us. But i'm too scared to go through the process.

Due to the Physical and Emotional Toll of Infertility Treatment, we want to take few years off. We spend most of our off days on bed rest, IVF and FET. I am so done with those painful shots, gaining weights, feeling like looser after every try, acting like everything is fine, making stories about vacation trip at my work :(

Now we want to be physically and mentally ready before we adopt a child. I think we isolated our self from all our friends and family for past five years. I want to go out travel and actually enjoy being us before we start this new journey.

But meanwhile, i do want to know if anyone has gone through this. I don't know any one going through this. Since it's very sensitive topic, we don't discuss openly with anyone. I feel like i am lost here. No one in my or his family has been though any of this. I guess, i want to talk to someone who will understand us. Please don't ask me to to go to meetup to find alike group.

Also, has anyone adopted a child from Nepal. How long will it take to process. I would be very grateful if you could provide me with any information.

**** Please no negative comments.