Hait..k saroo vaneko hou...recheck your facts and refresh your situations and I think you will get a new perspective....aauta kura....once upon a time there was a tenant in my home who used to say that he would jump into the Dudh-Koshi river if his US visa got rejected....now you do the math....you are not in a bad equation I recon....juss solve it and you are all good to go.