kukurni!! Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!! thot i wouldnt be saying hi to u here now..but seems like i do have the energy and the time...i guess that aint surprising ... just came to say a kwik..sorry to the kukurni..i dunno why..but i feel like saying sorry to her...maybe for the tensions i give her?a lot hoina?well it will stop soon...it has to...well i will one day..that i do know :o)...and well missed u a lot....la ta guess thats it...sorry again..if i made ur mood like shit... hey monika hehehe..long time ;o)...kaha bata?u disappeared for a while...wanna teach me how u do it?mapani wanna do a david copperifield k..wanna change profession from typing hehe...anyways im alright..feel good for nothing most of the time..but dun worry ..things happening to me..to give me a reality check.:o)...still in reality i guess..just wanna wake up from me dreams...not all..but most..hehe dun feel like dreaming too much..thats what im saying now..but later i know i will be back to dreaming like always..like nothing happened hehe...dyam me!!hehe...and hope ur doing good...i guess i will be seeing u around..cos ur me fren ni ;o)..hoina...well frens i do know..will alwys be there..so hehe...i guess i will be seeing u for a long time...so u scared now?;oP...i leave u now to tremble...tremble well me fren ;oP..hehe and thanks..:o)..u know what im thanking u for ;o)..ssssshhhhhhhhhh hehe.... red baadar..salla..i will go one day!!..dun need to remind me!find a place to go to ke...let me find it 1st hehe...not many asylum willing to take me in ke...lookin for asylum tho..dyam i need peace again!...guess im not used to typing this much...well i used to type a lot..but not this much!ARGHHH!! getting tired..and dyam do i feel old hehe..at least i know what i can fall back on..when nothing works out...hope they dun mind typos too much ;oP...i guess i willbe seing u around..u hanging around a lot these days aint u?hehehehe...salla!...just take a good grip hai..dun wanna u to fall..and im sure u wont fall..cos i think got someone to hold u ;o) hehehe....strong lady ni ;oP..hehe.. kukurni...dun worry ..this aint effort..if only i was putting effort here..i would have felt better...but a lazy bum like me?dun expect any effort la..cos u only get disappointment..i think u been disappointed enuf...so..well..just raise the bar lower..as low as u can..cos u dun know when the day might come..might be today..might be tomorrow...u realise what i was talking about...wht do i talk about?dumb me!i too dunno hehe... anyways.. Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!*huugs* take care...if u cant be arsed..well..so be it...can just hope for u.. someone is taking care of u..ok wont say that anymore too...its better to hope in the mind hoina?... so just take care la.. miss u a lot...and sorry again...sorry sorry sorry...for what?i dunno too...just in a sorry mood now...its alright i dun really mean those sorries..nor should i mean it..so..dun think too much about it... goodnight...kukur going oout.. oh yah topah!..was fun talking to u today hehe...had a great time..just thot i say hi to u..cos talking these days and feelin good...its freakn rare ke hehe..cya...have fun too la...:o) happy dasain!!!im gonna enjoy mine when me times comes!!(dunno when hehe..)so u all better enjoy urs when u can now..!!WOOHOOOOO!!! danny