I feel like I have cancer or HIV becoz i have been itching a lot everywhere on my body. If something is on I will be ashamed to show my face in Nepal. How could I return home like that. I don't either want to go to doctor and find out. What if it came out to be positive. I am feeling like wish I could die rather. Sometimes I feel like may be it's becoz of the weather or may be I am allergic to anything. when I see spiders or caterpillars I start itching. The more I think what if i have cancer or HIV, I get to itch more.