i have fmaily in Kathamndu but what to do they don't wana come here, they kinda hicks, they just wana stay where they at, may be they know that I am messed up here, ruined, always doing and things so that dun wan acme here. They know that i do randibaji, clubbing, drinkingand smoke gajja. I can't go back as i am ashamed of myself, they know my bad things. ma ta kulat ma pareko chu. gori ko kulat ma.