Nepal, USA, India, Canada, this is all in your head. We're global citizens. In this modern day and age , it doesn't matter where you live as long as your leaving your life peacefully and with joy. The landmarks and borders are made by people. what is Nepal for you? is it the mass of land situated between china and India that lured you back, or the people , or the culture? The land is land , it's soil whether in US or in Nepal, if you went back to Nepal because of culture or people they have also change in 15 years, they are more changed if you expand the time bracket to 50 years and more if you do that with 100 years. So culture is changing as well, so why does it matter if you live in the US or in Nepal, the culture is changing everywhere, and the main point is you need to change too. Do you think Nepal was always there? do you think your ancestors just grew from soil in Nepal, they did not migrate from other places in the past? The rule of life and anything in the world is change. if you feel like you need a change from your US life and need to go back, thats your're personal story. some others in Nepal may not find that appealing and may be desperately waiting for dv results after living in Nepal for 30 years. You do not deserve a medal for going back, not should stories like this deserve to be posted on public forum to gain wah wah.. good for you, now just leave and don't let the door hit you on your way out... btw, thanks for paying your social security for years and leaving those for me and others who gonna retire here.. must appreciate.. but oh no, you're probably going to send your US born kids back to US.