Bro, If you are really telling your story
May be we should drink together sometime. You speak my words. Ditto. To make things worst, my "childhood love" is here to see me for few days, out of nowhere. We had moved on and everything. And oh yes, that other innocent girl is there in my life too :).
But I was not able to rekindle anything back with the "childhood sweetheart" because the past has turned everything so miserable. Every time we tried it led to a fight. And now we both agreed that we cannot be together and we both need to move on. At the moment, I feel like I will never be able to move on. No matter how much I try, all those memories you are talking about, will HAUNT me. She is that one little hook, that I wont ever be able to get away from.
And this time I am going to do exactly the same thing you said. Let time choose the fate. Cheers to bittersweet past and hopefully a wonderful future..