I don't know what I want in my life

do you have social anxiety? having trouble of ED? low motivation to work our or do actual fun? when was the last time you went to a bar and got excited and walked to a girl to get her number? do you lack confidence? do you feel like you lack confidence? do you have dark circles around your eyes? do you find yourself spending half hour to 2, 3 hours of find hotter porn model to get off? do you find yourself just searching and searching in the internet to find exciting pictures or videos to get off? yes, u are porn addicted.

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If you're depressed, smoke meth. It will force to release 'feel good' hormone- dopamine into your brain. It can be naturally triggered by eating healthy foods or having a sex. Or better, go see a doctor and say you've ADHD and ask for Adderall or Desoxyn. (Just don't watch porn while being high on amphetamines) Looks like you jerk off too much so the 'feel good' dopamine have been depleted. Now time to replenish it buddy. Good Luck.

@ Sexy Sari.....what is healthy porn?

@ Santa lil helper; Finally someone in the room did the thinking activity. I am glad you use your critical thinking to ask this question, What is Healthy Porn? PORN itself is NOT bad, its the content in the Porn story makes the person's mind sick, which is way beyond addiction. If a Handsome man and a beautiful girl meet at the bar and make love in Porn movie...thats Healthy Porn. If a plumber come to fix the leaking sink, and bang the woman in the kitchen..thats Healthy Porn. BUT the story like old man sneaks into the school girl's room while the girl is sleeping, try to ..do bla bla stuff...and Thats NOT Healthy Porn And incest porn is NOT Healthy Porn. We need to find out what kind of Porn this guy is addicted to before we even give him suggestion on how to stay healthy.

@ Sexy Sari....thanks for educating me in porn 101....lol... then i watch healthy porn too....just not addicted to it...thank god!!! Im just addicted to making money.....I'm ok with that!!!

There you go Ujayalo bro. You are just not alone with that mental disease. What the Efffff is going on here :D

oi Cheekowa, u dun deserve that title, I deserve that title, u have to earn it, and i did earn it.

Sorry Divorceguy... it is all about fate. I know I am lucky that I was bestowed with this title before you were divorced. Truly speaking your life is focked up man :D. But I like your posting and don't ever leave sajha.

Guys don't give me wrong, I am not a pervert. I watch porn because it makes me feel good. I browse on google, always trying to find new stuff, new kind of woman. I like to watch a porn as it makes me feel dirty after masturbation and go take a shower and get ready to work, else I will be laying on the bed forever. It's like a motivation for me to go to work. But I wonder then if I get married, will my partner let me do that thing everyday or not. Will she leave me because she might thin I am too involved in sexual activity. somebody told me to go back page, but I have done couple of times, its scary not knowing who that could be, a cop, a virus infected hooker or sme crazy serial killer. Paying for sex don't make me happy as you know they will be there for a while and sometimes they are bossy. They will not let me do things in my way. Nowadays I want to try anal with them. But I am not gay though. I just want to have that experience. Like somebody said, I can masturbate without watching porn. When I see a hot woman or sexy movies or someone's wife or girlfriend to be hot, I imagine and fantasize having sex with them. Till this day I fantasize having sex with my tenant Auntie who used to be drunk and sleeping when I used to pass by their window. I always imagine things like I should have approached her saying I will give her a massage and then slowly do sex with her. I know this is sick. Last time I had sex with Indian hooker and now I am feeling awkward. Like scared, weight loss, itching and burn around the groin area etc. But I am not depressed not just because of sex. There are many things like me dropping out of college, not having a good parenting, low self esteem etc. Further I compare my life with others. I keep asking questions like why I wasn't born in a wealthy and well educated family since i am a middle class type. I always wish dad would have done everything for me. I look average but I wish I was good looking, every woman's fantasy. I go and workout though, once in a week. My body is fit. I am tall. But I do have a pot belly. About the woman, my family always want me to marry a woman who is our caste and religion but I don't find the woman from my caste attractive. I want intercaste mariiage but you know how our soceity is. Yup, pretty much lots of stuff are driving me crazy. Last edited: 10-Dec-14 09:05 PM

Until now, I was thinking I am the luckiest in this world. WTF .. ujyalo proved me wrong.

The solution of all you questions/curiosities is in that 24 pack.

Cheekowa, my brother, calling escorts from back page or seeing them is a bad idea, I am kind of scared to do a blood test as I don't want to know the future, I just want to live the present. You should get married too.

buddy use condom, not your brain. Marriage.. one of my buddies got married and since then he is whining like you on facebook publicly at least you are hiding your identity. He is writing poems these days :).

I used condoms but then why is my groin area itching and burning I don't know. The condom box says it can't prevent a disease 100% or may be I think too much and having a phobia.

yeah buddy, you are thinking too much from your balls. When you think too much using brain, do you realize scratching your head. It's the same thing. Don't worry. Have sex, enjoy and use your balls and/or brain wherever necessary. Simple ... chillax man.

Looks like you do suffer with ADHD (attention deficit hyper disorder) & OCB (obsessive compulsive behavior). Go see a doctor & tell him to refer you to a psychiatrist right away! ADHD is caused by low level of dopamine in the brain. The amphetamines will increase your libido and at the same time control your impulse to masturbate. Exercising regularly will increase SEROTONIN level which is another feel good hormone but the dopamine is more important. Trust me man, you'll thank me later. Last but not the least, DON'T SPEND TIME ON EROTIC MATERIAL aka PORN. You're welcome!

Casino you sound right, I will do that but the problem is that I can't even wake up to go and see a doctor, I only wake up to go to work, even if my car has a problem , I sent my cousin to fix it. I can't wake up before 4 pm and if I do, I feel like weak, sleep deprived etc