May be its not right to tell one is happy or not, just by relating it to job. Yea I am bored with job, I get pissed with my boss, work, fell stressed, but it's not completely true that I am not happy. I am engineer by training and education and I am doing engineering. May be it's more accurate to say, lot of us are finding pleasure in the work we are doing. You know just like working to just feed yourself.

Also in reference to external activity suggested by someone and living like American, well did all that. External activity helps to some extent temporarily and physical activity gives you some energy. But again all these seem to be helping because it keeps one busy. But at the end of the it doesn’t create right balance what we all need. The only solution is to find right balance, and seems like feeling of worthless work is coming heavy on us.

American life I do, on and off but at the end, we are nepali and getting older. Identity crisis is coming heavy on all of us. If it continues, then asking white bitch to runoff when after twenty bourbon pac, isn’t that far .