Could not resist myself stumbling on this wishy washy rambling though not trying to be pugnacious nor have any such intention with any of you divine souls especially Ujil -most of the time who manages to enlighten humble soul of mine with his pious words of wisdom. As for myself I still am befuddled and still in search of answers but I always end up in head on collision with that brick wall created by that intelligent creator who created this universe (virtual world?). It seems our creator programmed us with limitations, and implanted arrow pointed towards GODS for answers, when one runs out of answers. And also cannot stop wondering if it is a virtual life we are living in someone’s virtual world? Wonder if our every action was preprogrammed? So at times I try to amuse myself by laughing when should be crying and by crying when supposed to be laughing, it is my way to fuddle that programmer. But again I get tangled up; in my own virtual world thinking maybe even my fuddling action was preprogrammed? BTW, me not a religious scum nor atheist bum but still in search keeping my options open to know that unknown till it becomes known (maybe who knows Ujil might enlighten me since he claims to have known that unknown). Enough of my wishy washy rambling for now, and time for me to stumble out…….and here I just poured mere words, nothing less nothing more just words.