Alto: May i ask you, you are agnostic than?
I would also like to ask you, what if you find out there is God after you dead? What would you do than? I think on the safeside, it would be better to believe in God and die. Btw i am not asking any donations for making you believe in God. As a selfless advice, i think it would be better for you to believe in One God and die.
For a believer, it's a win-win situation, if he dies and let's say for the sake of argument, he did not meet God. Than it's okay, he did what he could correct? He lived his life righteously, he did not cheat anyone, or stayed away from adultery. He helped what he could to others.

If there is God, he dies. He meets God. He succeeded. Correct? No more work, no more ill-talks. He will be served best of the wines, best of the steaks. He does not have to work. It will be a vacation for eternity.  Also, In Islam, we believe, the best thing would be to see the face of our Creator. The biggest deprivation for the people of hellfire is they will not be able to see their Creator.  

Anyways, happy searching.

"And you search for the truth, and the truth shall make you free." [The Bible, John 8:32]