Well, despite being a girl, I worked in a gas station for nearly a year. I used to cry every day because of continuous standing for upto 13 hours a day. Still I somehow survived until I managed to get a job in my school for 20 hrs and then luckily got another 20 - 25 hours in a mall. After graduating, now I work for for one of the Big 4s as an audit associate!!!! You need to stay focused my fren and seek for continuous improvement. We all go through hard times but the choice is yours, if you want to stay there or you want to look forward and pull yourself out of the situation.