kukurni!!! Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!hehe funny life aint it?to make up for that missing of someone feeling...(when i cant take it anymore)i have to come here and write..and funnier thing is it helps hehehehe..fuunny this world of ours is hehe..anyways i be back to u...jut write somore more stuffs to sahina our reg visito wahahaha what the hell is this?nepali soap opera?funny shit going on here hehe ;oP sahina kayho ?philosophy ta hareeeeb..alik i too cant really cant get it..;oP hehe sorry alik dumb chu hehe...im sure u could compete with mm bro ..he too has so much stuffs in him hehe..(u do too hoina?;o) i dunnoo feel u do hehe...nabha kina esto timro time waste garchow...euta dumbah ko post padna..ani worse still reply garnu hehehe )anyways reply chahina ni ;o)...dun get me so used to seeing ur replies everytime i come here...it becomes a habit that once i dun see it hehe/...jhan more u know..funny feelings hehe...alik right now..well u know that ...urghh...kinda emptiness feelin bhako cha ni...yap best fren has come come and met me again...others frens are around..but i dunno why this best frens makes me forget the rest of me frens...hehe...usko naam..loniless hehe...just making me feel...well..u know empty....missing someone that u would wanna see(feel) or know u can see...when u want to....reality sinking in i guess hehe.. oops hold on i can see the bugger who always puts junk mails in me mailbox hehe..caught the person in the act hehe...keti po raicha...let me just watch..hehe..alik fill that vacuum in me..that space of emptiness im feeling....oops shes gone..one day i think i should say hi to her and tell her pls dun put any more junks in me mailbox..just makes me remind..and miss more of the things(thing) tht i really want..that i long for..most fo the things that we have in life..arent they junks?(well i guess we dun really appreciated stuffs when we have it..later when its gone... too late..urghh...)hold on fren's coming out of his house and coming over..(most prob goin to me other fren's/neighbor's house)..this window of mine...amazing aint it?i can see ppl.from it...and they cant see me..ppl i call frens..are they?whos frens..?tell me?the ppl i miss...that i know wont be seeing for a long time...or worse still..never...or the ppl around me..whom well...have hurt me once or twice..and still stuck with them?life ni funny..the person whom u know can make u happy and u miss the most..the ppl u care about the most..they are never around...why cant be miiss them and yet..have them in proximity(not just in feelings..in distance..if u miss them u can go over to them..let them 'know'..)oh well maybe its just me..and some other ppl..not everyone..gawd i hope no one feels this feeling of emptiness..its not a gud feeling..this void which is so hard to fill.. oops dherai bhak bhak garey hehe..well i guess bhak bhaking always help in dealing with such stuffs i guess..makes u forget about it( for a while...its alwasy there..cant get rid of it hehe)..do feel a lots better..so i dunno i guess i should be thankful to u today..cos im bhak baking to u..hehe..(i dun feel likebhakbaing to me topahni..think i have passed her too much BS hehe..alik 4awhile im using u...hope u dun mind...do u?hehe im sure u dun ;o)..ur making me feel less guilty for once ni..hehe..less guilty that for once..im not passing me BS to topahni hehe..cos well i dunno..we should pass BS to ppl we care about hoina?hehe..alik usko care ta garchu..but funny the world is..cant really take care of her....life is funy..garchu ta only passing me BS hehe..so hehe sorry and thanks..hai..abo timro care ta garchu bhannu bhoyona..hehe..but still hehe thanks for being here now..so i can direct me BS to u..and it would be better if u dun read all this..makes me feel less guilty ;o) hehe..sayu didnt read all this next time hai hehe...i dun even know why im typing all this here in the public forum...good to be anonymous hoina ;o)...and well i know me frens whos here...doesnt read me stuffs..wahahaha..they are smart ppl ;o).. dyam this is long..hehe so me to finish it off...u have fun too..be busy thats good :o)..me take care of topahni?hehe i wishi could...:o) i jsut hpe she is good..everymoment..and well someone or (all of those around her) are taking care of her :o)...cya around and dun read too much of me bhak bhak hehe..makes me type more when i know ppl read ;oP.. kukurni hehe..sorry went back to me blabbering..alik u know...that nahuney feeling ma thio..but i feel a lot better now..:o)..and hehe didnt pass anything to u...so hehe feel good ;o)..now just need to listen to som music and immerse into them and well i be going back to work mode..hehe..tonnes of work..and i have done none..hehehe..ok a gaye hai...dun wanna make it 2 post(u know im capable of that and more :oP hehe..).. Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!*HUUUUGS* whatever ..who says..me dun care..:o)..all i care about is u hehe..(well there are some other ppl i care about..but why mention them here..hehe.hm i think should start a thread on me..cos i care the most about me hehe..why do u think i care about u make me happy..thats why i care about u...which means in the end i care about meself ..elementary me dear topahni ;o)..hehe) i love u so much kukurni :o)....u take care of urself la...hope ur always doing good and happy alwasy..(yap hope is all i can do..do for u :o)..)miss u lso much :o)... ok paagal going now..before me bhak bhak more hehe..paagal ta alwasy thiye..tailey garda... saab lai dhekaunu thaliye hehe...yap everyoen blame her!!wahahaha... dyam i love her so much :o)... life is funny!! woohooo!! ma ta gaye alik haasnu... u all do too... kukurni u mean so much to me..:o) love danny...(paagal kukur..du let it bite u..will make u paagal too hehe..)