Racheeta, just follow your heart. I understand it's tough to be in a foreign land for a  long time. At the end, a child finds sound sleep in his/her mother's lap. In fact, your post is an indication that you have realized that money is not everything. Different people have different priorities. Some value money, some value family, some value frnds etc etc. So, just liten to your heart and make a strong will, and do what needs to be done. Don't look backward. Your heart will never betray you. If you are tired of the predatory capitalism in America, may be you will find peace in Nepal. Focus your mind on big ideas and follow your heart. As the Upanishads says, "there is much in that little space within the heart as there is in the whole world outside. Heaven, earth, fire, sun, moon, lightening, stars; whatever is and whatever is not, everything is there."