Going back is definitely not easy. And, one should not leave U.S. without analyzing in depth about life ahead in Nepal. We should also keep in mind that we were happy in Nepal during our last VISIT. Yes, during Visit! visiting for few months is different from living there for rest of the life. Remember the situation before leaving Nepal for the first time? how bad we wanted to leave the country? We had not seen future in Nepal then; but are we sure we will be better off there, now? The political and economic condition of Nepal is more worse in recent years.