Dear Madan Dai, I was so devestaed when u left me alone in middle of the way..........i was so deeply following your views and reformation on CPN (ML) concept........your bahudaliya janabad did very well after wining the vote against the Naulo janabad..........you did have a vision about nepal........after looking to old theories of communism which start to fall of in most of Europe................U did take a china as inspiration for bringing open policey withing them which led them to economy prosperity.............I still remeber when u did the speech on Calcutta in presence of Joti basu............u got really appreciated by Commuist leader in the world and big praise followed by fediel castro............Today, i miss u entirly when i look at dying nation............where the leaders voice in only encouring for stupid roits and for self benfit........which is nothing but some furstated nepalese youth holding degree starving for hunger.......i feel pity ont them but then again............madan dai...........i miss you.........nobody had a power of speech which u had...........i still remember when i was in my bicycle when u r having a speech in naya baneswor near Ratna rajya school........all of a sudden it started raning..........but we didnot care.....instead we listen to u r speech which brought my boold in to boiling .........you made it impossible Krishna prasad bhattari loose coz nobody can do what u can do? Your dead was mistery................they made a big issue of your murder blaming girija...........but agian sati le sarpe ko desh >.........in the middle we had a biggest flood in centuary........it was backpoint where ppl divert their mind............I still remember when u gave hard time to girija prasad koirala for tanakpur kanda........which ppl has forget with his over come on kanda after kanda like lauda kanda...........Today, u r death look like a grand design done by Neighbour Bharat and own party members like Madav kumar Nepal.................your own wife bidya bhandar is quite ..........even she knows the fact...........your own die heart follower amar lama was blamed..........how can he kill his own idol.........it is mystery...........i hope u can listen to me when i talk in room to myself.......looking at our pic........Madan dai.............when u died ........we found out that u r leaving in rental room of 2 where u had a telephone connection given by goverment when u r samsad.......u r kids went out of fund for education.......they dramatised the whole secenario and use your wife as a medium to get vote.........today, it is sad to see even bidya bhandari having secret relation with pradeep nepal.........what can say mada dai.............waaka bhai sake.........aba taa yeti matra aasa cha.........madan dai tapai ko punar janma kahile huncha......ani Nepal maa pheri Bir nepali putra janmancha......... Dai......tapai ko aawag maa jo sarba sadharnam janta............khate dekhi liyera magne saam le sunthiyo............jes le birendra lai lalkaryo........majbur bhayera .............ulto bire dai le tapai lai bolaunue paryo............. khai ti awaz aaja ko pida maa...........soche ko thiya second generation neta taa kaam lagenana.........aaune generation ka neta haru jo sajha maa dekhin chan.....khlai thula thual kura garchan.........tara garib janta le bujdainaan.............. Aaja maa tapai le dekha ko bato maa hideko chu.........aasa chaa ek din abase tapai jasto nabhaye pani..........tesko najik pugne chu..................Ashirbad pau madan dai........