Freedom, I don't want to take a lead or don't expect anyone to follow me,
I'm not a bad person and not disrespectful towards others at all. I don't
have sage like mindset to keep my cool all time, I sometimes get entangled
emotionally. Though I try hard to keep my balance in tact, but things happen.
This anonymity behind the screen sometimes give you super human strength
to express yourself differently than you are in your real life. I was no different.
I may have crossed the line during all this time here on sajha, and knowningly/
unknowingly must have hurt sentiments enough though I never really meant it,
that was just me being playful troll using his 'super human strength' behind the
screen. I'm pretty much sure, we all regardless of where we hail from and how
we act here, are noble ones in real life. One of the things that I don't
want to have as regret to have on my death bed, that I wish I had never hurt
anyone or I wish I had apologized to those who I've intentionally/unintentionally
hurt. I'm not doing any favor to anyone, I'm just trying to unload that burden off
my shoulder, and no I won't be belittling myself when I'm apologising to someone,
I know it takes great strength to gulp the ego and have enough
courage to do so. I'm digging and decided to engrave all my ego, old grudges
to burial. What has been done has been done, can't be undone only be remorsed.
Ms Rana, I was surprised to learn you still had grudge towards me through one of
your recent comments that I happened to stumble upon.
I hereby want to apologize to all who think I might have hurt them through this
electronic means of communication. And I'm not expecting forgiveness either.
Who am I to judge anyone, I'm just a banterer at play. Would try my best to limit
my activities or involvement.
Some of us may laugh at making this such a big issue out of it, this whole incident
which of course could be a pesky virtual 'pop' for many, but real lives when start to
get affected, then things become serious.