Sitaraji and others, Let me share something with you. I live in Kathmandu. I don't have a regular job (Searching for one). I do work what ever it comes on the way including labor work, though I have bachelor�s degree. I need to make some money to feed my wife, two little kids and myself. My kids go to school I can't effort to buy KHAJA. They are asking me for a "Tin pangre cycle" I am trying to save some money (Rs.2000). It's been three months. Next two months I will be able to buy a bicycle for them. My sister goes to college. Her fee is almost Rs.700 per month. She wants me to buy brand names clothes for her. I am telling her, when I get a regular job. Behe kasari garne vanne chinta ta arkai cha. My parents are living in village. They always expect money from me. I sent them three hundred rupees last month. Couldn�t send this month. This is my life. I am struggling very hard just to go through day by day. I don�t know where my life leading to. It may be a dantya katha for you folks but it is the truth. Thousands of Nepali are going through this kind of situation. In this case I don�t have anything to write about wishful thinking. Sorry�. Zen.......