You've gotta give up, man. Like somebody's said "Giving up doesn't mean you are weak. Sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go." 

I'm sorry but you're not meant to be a rapper. So let go of your pursuit and seek some different career path. If you don't, you're gonna end up making a bigger fool outta yourself and left being a laughing stock. 

This song is an epic fail, and as was the case with your other video, you failed miserably in all respects - lyrics, enunciation, content, beat. 

Don't embarrass yourself any further by foulmouthing people who've criticized you.