Well, all I wanna do and be now is free from chains and Loops. From my experience you can be in love with somebody for a while. after that you will feel like what the hell have i done or why have I got into this relationship. In my opinion, the best thing if you can do is to detach yourself from all chains of life and be free. you will have an ultimate satisfaction and pleasure that you are searching for. love does not exists. its just a state of mind.Good Luck DC_Girl, I used to wonder around like you but found the ultimate peace and meaning of life. FreeSpirit