Enigma bro, you'll be a subject to a lot of ridicule and back biting if you go back to Nepal. Our societal views are still very conservative. I have men in my family who stayed unmarried all their lives, I wonder sometimes if they are gay. If you go back to Nepal you'll probably have to live in the closet forever or join a political party or be an activist of some sort. I don't think our society lends itself to a normal 'day to day' lifestyle that gay individuals in America enjoy.
I think you'd be better off if you were to seek an American companion and take that route. You won't feel like a freak. Not that I'm calling you a freak, but idiots in Nepal will label you as such. Political rights and social structure are not in lock-step back in Nepal
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