I've been here in the US for 11 years and i've decided i'm going back for good this time in hope  that i can do better in Nepal than what i've been able to do here. The whole thing with maintaning status just for the shake of not being illegal is taking a toll on me. I don't know if i can get what i want after i'm in Nepal but thats my last resort right now. Only thing i'd like to say is just keep your option open and if you want to head back home and explore i don't think its a bad idea. Good luck with your decision.