behoove_me, every step we take in life it creates impression of good or bad. We learn from both. I do. Now when I  look back and read my own words, I get this feeling 'was that me?'. Oh yeah, having that feeling means a lot to me, because I learned something and taking things I said way back differently. It's a human nature I guess.

Also lemme show you some mirror to you as well.  You are sort of weirdo to me because you jump to quick conclusions and make rash assumptions. I am not gonna elaborate more, sometimes self-introspection is what it takes to know all within. You see the things outwardly, you dream and accuse,but you see within, you awake. I've already acknowledged everything, I agree I left many utterly bewildered and angered at times with my comments and posts, but sometimes they inferred wrongly than what I previosly intended. I think it's based on their judgment. They're free to think whatever they want. It's their choice. 

And regarding your quick conclusions about new people I am now acquainted with, am just trying to surround myself with people who bring out the best in me.