Made in nepal,

My friend, brother first of all as everybody is saying, suicide is not a solution of any problem. We all have problems. I have problems, my roomate has problems, the apartment manager I had discussion with yesterday, has problems, the guy who tried to break into one of neighbor apartment has problems(btw they caught him and now his a**S is in jail) might had problems, indeed everybody in this world have problems. 

There is alwasy UPS and downs in our life which is the part of our life. There is always a solution, (it might take sometimes though) but there is always one. Don't do something stupid that will hunt your family for whole of their life. Friends are best remedies when we had difficulties in our life. Talk to them, talk to people, talk to your family and talk to us. You will be fine.

For now, if you are working take a break, may be a day or two or a week. And don't consume alcohol at any cost. Ciggrates and alchol will make it worse. Watch humor. (there is show by russel peter in youtube). Here are few sites you can visit for humor.

www.9gag.com
www.pointsincase.com
a blog
www.2leap.com

Trust me fren, you will be fine.