harey us ako ni almost 5 years huna lagyo, still no changes, jhan jhan alchi hudai gairachu ... k bhako hola? is it only me or wat....i dont know wat to do...sabai jana padhera grad huna thalisake ...afu chai still tehi level ma...
pahila pahila nep ma huda ta padhne type kei thye,... ajkal ta exam naaye samma , exam ko rati matra kitab kholine ani sadhai next ramro garula bhandai....yetro yrs bityo , gpa ni ghatdai gai racha .... k bhako hola....
i really want to improve...n also think abt it almost all the tym but cant motivate to help myself study.... m really depressed n frustated sometimes.... dont feel like talkin to my parents, relatives , who really care about me.... but silly me always try to get in touch with those frens ... who dont care abt me...ignore my calls ... or simply lie abt not getting my texts or missed calls.... i really dont want myself to degrade myself.... but i am....why??? 
i want to study n get better grade, but study start garnai garo huncha...always feel hungry... if not ...sleep whole day... wake up whole night.... sign in and out facebook million times....
i dont know y m degrading myself