Guys,

I really need your help.

All I want to do is to go to Nepal and do some volunteer work. If anyone can help make some arrangements, I would feel grateful. I just want to serve my country.

I want to get your advice about the different ways I can do this.

From the outside when people look at my situation, my parents are very wealthy. My parents have a lot of property around Kathmandu. So people assume that I must feel like a prince. But I feel like a beggar. My parents will not do anything to help me to serve Nepal.

My parents take every opportunity to emotionally blackmail me. They are satisfied when I feel guilty in one way or another. Then they feel like they have done their job. When they blame other people and make me feel guilty, they feel satisfied.

I want to go to Nepal and do something to serve Nepal. But when I tell my parents that I want to do that, they don't help me at all. My parents threw me in America and locked the keys. And now when I tell my father that I want to come and do some work in Nepal, all my father says is, "What is wrong with your job in America? You have a good job there."

It really hurts me a lot. For the last 20 years my parents have never understood my need to come to Nepal.

I told my father, "If when you are still living, you cannot help me to come to Nepal, what, am I supposed to come to Nepal when you are dead?"

My father doesn't understand any of this. This makes me feel very angry.

My parents brought me to America when I was a young teenager.

All my mother does is politics. She just tries to emotionally black mail me any chance she gets.

My parents don't do anything to maintain a relationship with me. And they simply blame all of their relatives because my parents and I don't have a relationship. They blame everyone else for their problems and don't take responsibility for anything.

All I want to do is to go to Nepal and do some volunteer work. If anyone can help make some arrangements, I would feel grateful. I just want to serve my country.