Ramailo jindagi if you feel like that hamster on a wheel then you are not alone. US ko lifestyle nai estai chha....keep your spirit up buddy....when the going gets tough the tough get going

You might find these videos interesting and inspiring

JK Rowlings harvard speech on fringe benefits of failure on TED.com

Kathryn Schulz on being wrong on TED.com

and Status Anxiety by Alain de botton on youtube.

Make some quite time for yourself and watch these videos. I think you will find some good answers to your problems yourself.