You wrote "i dont know why it feels like i moving against the wave, everything looks hard to handle including life. i am moving against the time not flowing with it, but going back, and i know it leads me to nowhere."


Damn, i thought you took these words right out of me.I have felt like that before and sometimes I still do feel like that. It ain't a good feeling. I hope things work out for you and you will be where you wanna be in 10 years time. Cheers!