Chaurey,

If documents are what you are looking for proof, read the Bhagavad-gita. Read the Mahabharat. Heck, read the whole Vedas for crying out loud. I don't think the world lacks literature. What are you complaining for?

I want to know how deep your search for God was. Where all did you search for him? Or did you just trust other people to do your homework for you? You seem like a lazy kind of person who doesn't want to read the books and literature out there and you don't want to go to places like mandirs. And you want to sit at home, with your eyes closed, smoking ganja and simply crying and complaining "booo hoo hoo...there is no God, there is no god."

Stop being a cry-baby and go do your homework!