I am going back its just a matter of time. I am not scared to struggle here nor am I in a depression. I stopped seeing my future here. When I was growing up, I always dreamed to succeed in life and enjoy my moments with my family and my dear ones. I am starting to realize I cannot be happy here just by myself and my parents being back on their own. What am i gonna do even if i am millionaire? I am not trying to discourage anyone or try to argue but I wont be content with my life here even if I will be living in my dreams. America is a great country and I am glad I came here. I came here as a boy and I will leave as a man. "Kudos to the American soil for the transformation of so many ppl including me." There are so many things I fussed and whined about Nepal but after all, I am a Nepali by heart and that what made me who am I.
 I hope you guys succeed in this great country and wont forget your poor country and parents back home!!