As they say age is but a number. Ten years from today -- by which time you will probably have pulled yourself up, acquired your bachelor's degree, maybe a Masters as well, landed a decent job and perhaps even a nice wife -- all by the age of 33 (which is quite a feat in the USA) -- you will probably look back at this moment and ask, really, I thought of such things? 

No matter what you screw up or how badly you screw up, there is no reason to kill yourself over it.

Best wishes.

V

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"There is nothing in the world so damaged that it cannot be repaired. I encourage you to know this, because without this certainty we should all of us be mad"  -- Agatha Christie, in Hercule Poirot