Hey Internal bro,

It seems likes you are determine to move out, but I would suggest you to Stay there until you finish studies because like everybody has said its hard to find a good room mate. I know you're feeling down right now from what your brother has said ... but in a way it is true ... think about it .. your brother may not have said it to demean you .. your life would have been miserable if you had lived on your own ... trust me .. i have been there ... it rally is miserable ... padhna paudaina, khana time hudaina .. saddhai halla, nachahiney tension, paisa hudaina, jhagada huncha, depression ko ta kurai nagarum..etc etc etc..  and for your thirst of finding friends ... brother, right now you should just focus at school ... your school may have some nepalese student association .. or any other clubs .. be a member of that .. be active out there .. u'll make friends. I finally finished my school .. but i tell you .. it has been a hell to finish school... If I were you I would totally suck up my desire and ego. good luck on whatever you decide