Nepal Tara Ji, Yeap I am related to those Rauniyars. And for that matter that includes famous Honey/sony duet. If I am not mistaken you are taking about Darshan Rauniyar who is here somewhere in Seattle working for Micro___t. Being a radical thinker is not an easy job. YOU know it and I know it too. Tara ages ago when Socrates and others did the same, they went thru the phase that you and I will have to go. The difference being in time, the modes remains preety much the same. Truthfully speaking, I am mad and bad too. But then not sad. I kinda figured out how to deal with mundane life after numerous setbacks. As I stand here right now, I tell myself luck is a lazy man's wish. You create your destiny and you ride it big. That is how you live each new day in your life. And last but the not the least, this life as a whole will not be so colorful if everybody starts thinking alike. Intelligence has been bestowed to man to explore things that other have not. As we strive towards having a better understanding of ourselves and people around us, we find that life is so very beautiful. But then brids of feather flocks together hai na ra? Uhi Rajeev CT, Amrika