Kalopani bro you have hit the nail right i@ the center. It's about how I am identifying being in the West. And as said in my starting thread I have been in East Coast for few years (not strong social ties), went back to Nepal for almost a couple of years (able to eastablish a strong social connection), now back in West (again struggling with social connection). My experience has made my mind wonder why when I went back again I was socially comfortable with my support system and why I am struggling in the West. Awwahaa my ego needs wants to scare the heck out of me. Well said Kalopani "...I can't believe some of the wannn bees trying to tell to be a bananna."