Dear Cardinal Heavenly Resident father Moran, I do not think that I am nonsense. I think youhave been nonsense all your life as a paedophile and destroyed my life. It is time that I bury your evil eye and spirit against the future children of Nepal. So far the past and present survivors of your sexual exploits have been checked and blocked by the types of self styled DEAR LEADER of GAA. I hope people like Rajeev Pradhan will make an issue of child molestation that went at St. Xavier's between 1950s and 1980s. We also seek apology and adequete financial compensation from the Jesuit Order that run St. Xavier's in Nepal. If they do not have funds then all the property that they have should be liquidated and a compensation fund be set up as a trust fund. These are real issues that the DEAR LEADER RAJEEV PRADHAN should be addressing to provide the dignity of the inter-generational suffering survivors just like me. What do reasonable minded persons of Nepal and World think of these hidden fact for so long? Thus, UNDERSTANDING of our problems: All problems are, in the first instance, problems of understanding. Life is complex and there is no substitute for intelligence. "The unexamined life is not worth living." Moreover, information and skills are inferior to an uneducated heart. Basic human education is a formation for life, that is, for mental health and personal maturity, by knowledge related to our Three Vital Needs. It answers the questions:- (i) What am I worth? (ii) how can we live in security and loving harmony? and (iii) What may we hope for? Other keynotes of understanding for mental health are:- (i) The four stabilizing questions; (ii) The six Rules for objective thinking; (iii) The twelve keys for understanding feelings; (iv) Clear knowledge of what is normal; (v) Due recognition of the four causes that influence human behaviour (nature or constitution, culture or nurture, personal action and the Overall cause or God, or some impersonal Absolute) and (vi) proper use of the threegreat channels of knowledge 9experienec, reason and authority). Whether I have been well or poorly educated by others, it is still my responsibility to get for myself the understanding of life that I need. Only as I become a whole person can I understand life as a whole and Rajeev Pradhan will be a transparent and accountable force of light and for my delight. On the other hand, his opponent only like to hide deviant sex exploitation of past and present survivors as the evil force of darkness based on opaqueness and hidden secrets at the Rana Palace that housed the STX. The more understanding I am, the more provision I will make both for unity in necessary things and for others' diffrences and their freedom. Sajha has announced that they are going to deal issues about torture and violence against children as Sunu Pratap KC received a Gorkha Third hand metal medal from Rex of Nepal. I on the other hand rejected NEPAL TARA FIRST HAND METAL MEDAL for the whole nation being hypocritic against my and others suffering. There is a dimension of understanding of persons whichis impossible without profound humility and a sense of the relativity of human situations. it shines out in us when we are able to see past impersonal standards of achievement to show appreciation of a particular individual's greater efforts and compassion for his or her greater difficulties-and with the insight of love to reveal another human being's untold worth and undiscovered potential. Overall understanding means settling whether the universe is or is not personalized through and through-in other words, whether our welfare depends ultimately on dreary determinism, silly chance or a loving Providence. Thus, dear Rajeev take it through a balanced knowledge. Knowledge isthe mind's grasp of reality. There are only three ways of knowing anything: - Experience - Reason - Testimony or Authority