dude its a warning- i like it. 
reminded me of my first year. i had to take antidepressive drug. but the point is what do you want. can you assure me that if you get a MBA degree (i think it is lucurative) and have a prosperous life. chances are 50-50. same is here broda. 
i am liking it now, though i have episodes of depression. its normal. nepal ko news pade pachi pani ta tyhai huncha ni. aama baba lai samjada pani tyhai huncha. yestai ho life vanyo ani lab gayo kam garyo 2 kshak bhat khayo ani padyo sutyo.
ani furture ko bare socheko chaina vanera kassile sodyo vane i am working on it vanchu.  department ma sabai le mero science lai manparauchan, kasaile ta best student pani vanchan- ani ghar janchu tyo din chiane beer khanchu. budile mito masu bhutera dinche. ani bholi pani yestai ramro kam garchu vanne athot garchu ani bhat khayera sutchu. bholi kam bigrincha ani dikka lagcha ani sajha pardchu, kasai lai gali garchu karai lai arti dinchu. ghar janchu bnat khanchu sutchu.
kuro k vane ma haresh khadina huna ta chares pani khadina, ani man ma ramro garchu vanne ko ramri huncha vanne aasha garchu ani tyo raat feri bhat khanchu ani sutchu
at the end what i want to say is its difficult not impossible. future dark chaina (padelekeko manche ko future kahile dark hudaina)
timi pani bhat khau suta chinta nagara- aajjai 1 sal cha timro ta