Meek Misfit and Man Ko Kura,

Thank you for both your sensitivity and your replies.
I am more familiar with the word bairaag than with अस्तित्व संकट

If you can provide any more information, or you know how Nepali people you may have known have dealt with this, I hope you will share. I am sure I am not the first Nepali to be going through with this. I know I will not be the last.

Those of you who may laugh at me today...but tomorrow it may be you posting this type of thread in sajha...asking for other Nepali brothers and sisters help.

It is especially difficult going through this living in America, seperated from friends and family, who are in Nepal. That is why I am seeking the support of friends in sajha through this difficult time in my life. I am also hoping that other friends in sajha will learn from my experiences. If we cannot be there for friends and other Nepalis at times like this, then when can we count on others, hoina ta?

If other Nepalese can also learn from what I am going through it would be good for us all to be educated in how to deal and help someone going through अस्तित्व संकट.