@Bodmas,
Thanks yaar...katti darayera basnu bhanera post gareko hu mile! Gay bhandima sara sansari lai change garna lako pani hina mile but at the same time Straight pretend garera afni life bhari regret garnu pani chaina......straight ko kura garne ho bhane ta gym janchu, height , weight sab diyaeka chan bagwan le ......kasalai suiko pani chaina except for my frens (true frens) that know about me...tara ke garnu aru ko agadi straight pretend garna kuni problem chaina tara afli dhatera katti basnu yaar....
Honestly , I did date a guy as well ( amrikan)  :) thiyo ...tara tei ho kura na milera break pani bho ...tara at that time I felt so lonely...yesto garo bhi ra thiyo tara kasli bhanne........sab  jana lai sancho chaina bhandi basdi ...

If u r also having the same feelings....idk im just guessing!  Sara sansar lai bhanna pardina ...tara Be true to yourself! N if u need support there are so many friends that support us including myself!

feel free to ask anything yaar..