I believe there is a HOTLINE where you can talk and ask for counseling if you are feeling pressured www.glnh.org/
Just be who you are and enjoy your life.......
Q2: How do you know if you’re gay?
A2: Understanding your sexual orientation is really about understanding your long-term feelings and attractions. It has nothing to do with whether you have acted on those feelings yet or not. Just about all mainstream mental health experts now believe that someone’s sexual orientation, regardless of whether they are gay, lesbian, straight or bisexual, is something that forms in each person either before we are born, or within the very first few years of each person’s life. Way before we are making conscious decisions about anything. So people don’t choose to be gay, just like people don’t choose to be straight. Being gay, lesbian or bisexual may not be as common as being straight, but it is considered just as normal. While not everyone falls perfectly under the labels of “gay”, “straight” or “bisexual”, generally someone who is attracted in a physical and/or romantic way to only people of the same-sex might consider themselves to be gay or lesbian. People who are only attracted to people of the opposite-sex might consider themselves to be straight and someone who has some level of attraction to both males and females might consider themselves to be bisexual.
Source:www.glnh.org/about/faq.html