4.55am....woke up an hr ago ... didnt even realize i had gone to sleep in the 1st place..just lied down..and dyam...gone... and at last caught the Spidey..dunno why ppl were complaining about it..it was nice(well for me..:o)....)..btw is it just me..but i seem to be too freee...this whole freaking thread(plus some others hehe :oP)..seems to be filled me nick....hehe..dunno why i logged on..sajha just is too..addictive i guess...all so quiet now...the quietness is giving me the creeps..and kinda making me quiet too..(strange but true...i too do keep quiet..well im trying hard to kick that quiet mood so just trying to type smthing here..man sajha and the way it helps ppl in so many ways ;o)...)...am listening to jack johnson's gone...over and over again(been long sinc ei lsat listed to JJ)..just got the mood i guess..:o)....(note to meself...have to go to the song in me head after this..) a really good fren...online but just dunno what to say right now...instead dyam..feel like just talking with someone ..whom i dunno..kinda am actually..trying to hve a meaningless talk with a ex close fren..well used to be a close fren..not anymore...time does separates ppl dun they...makes u feel so close to some at a time..and well...aftr smthing happens...yrs later..u just can think of the good ol times...cos then u just find that person a stranger..(so does that person i guess..)..and the worst part is..well..dyam...seeing that...u kinda dunno feel scared to get close again..whats the use anyways....get close now..get happy..and in the end...separate...and get more hurt....thats life...i guess...smthing we should accept... but thats just me...i guess...freaking cant forget somethings about the past....and cant accept it...(well i do actually accept it..except when well im feeling this way..dyam how long has it been since this mood has been stikin with me...)..urghhh gone..going...gone everything...gone give a dyam.. gone be the birds....when they dun wanna sing.. gone..people...all akward with their things... gone. :o)