Learn to take criticism,  some of them were may be personal level but you should have anticipated the result of provoking public forum without logic.
Now you are trying to prove something else. You had some points some of us agreed and some did not. Now it is your turn to move on. Stop trying to reconcile on your past thread rather move ahead as usual.
Do not outsmart yourself, you are stressed out , take a break from Sajha for a while. Angry and frustrated mind will not take you anywhere.